Friday, November 11, 2011

A Tale of A Broken Heart akfjweuqnoq+@#$%!

totally-not-me


I'm doomed. Everything was pitch black for me. I know I did try my best, I just didn't managed to give my all out, to vomit everything I knew on the paper. Again time limit was my fiend, my true enemy. The Devil behind the cloak. It's my Bio..
God knows how broken heart-ed I am after finishing it, no, I din't even finish it. This was truly the worst. I was too late. My heart is already broken. Worst is, my heart is already blended in a blender, just like how the barrista in Starbucks blend your Frappuccino, till it was left in pieces, or bits. Now, there you go, a cup of fine bits of my heart. (But I myself afraid of blood, how silly of me to say this.)




It's all me to be blamed. Sorry, everyone




I wish I have the power to alter time so I can travel back to this morning and force myself to answer all the questions with my speediest writing. But I am no mutant, am not living in an X-Men world, I was merely fascinated by it, by something that wont exist. Neither do I have Doraemon to help me travel back in time. 


I felt as if I was willing to die, as if somebody MUST kill this bloody bitchy slut boy who does not deserved to live. But I know I can't. But deep down, I wished. Please Allah, enlighten me in this darkest hours of my life.
I am truly grateful that this Exam is not something that will be deemed as "carry mark" for my Final Exam later on. I know, some of my friends, particularly the Chinese, had already counted how many marks they need to get an A, no, an A*. 


But me, I just hope for miracles. I was dead. I am doomed. How am  I supposed to get through all this..It was wholly my fault. For such being so bitchy. For not managing my time in the exam properly. I've lost a whole lots of marks already due to A WHOLE LOT of blank answers! I fucking hate thissss......Please Chemistry and Maths & Stats, please be nice to me. I beg you. and I beg You.


At times, I felt like crying already, but my tears won't come out. But deep down under, my heart is breaking, blended into smallest pieces. (should I rather say liver or heart =,=")


Ok. So to treat my ever-gloomy feeling, like a suicidal boy, I went to P.A.S. with few of my dearest classmates to have some joy. Had lunch in KRR, turned out some of our's chicken is not fully cooked. But still , mine is delicious as always, only the chicken wasn't that hot at all. So 3* rating only for KRR PAS. And oh yes, they only use typical glasses, the ones we could easily find in Mamaks. 


Later on, I truly wanted to have some karaoke ( walau suara tidaklah sesedap mana) but too bad there arent any K-Box for me to show my "talent". So I played Bowling instead with Radin, the pro bowler. Unexpectedly, my results this one aint that bad as usual? only two times got zero hehehe..Thanks a lot guys for making my day better. 



Happy times?

Gloomy, sad sad sad time~

my quarter bbq chicken with sides

Noel's healthier choice, no?

Radin's

Vanilla muffin simply the best

see this? they just use 'cheap' glass instead~

my classic cheese cake.
Too bad that chocolate-cake-with-vanilla-ice-cream-on-top is sold out

Radin's Chocolate Fudge. Just average.

Poji's Caramelised carrot cake. he said it's too sweet.
and I dont eat carrot cake

the pro bowler~

me.

meet my classmate Noel

halfway marks


7 comments:

  1. Seronoknyer....bukan nak ajak...nine yg nk merajuk nie.....

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  2. uhuks its not that tak nak ajak ko but aku maluuuu gila with you guys yang all terer2 bio huhuu~ aku rasa down gegila time tu T.T

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  3. kalau tak sudi cakap ajelah...hu3x**tetibe emo plak and nway aku pun terasa jawab cam tutttt time bio...sedihnyer -_____-

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  4. herm yeke?? aku punya Bio Ya Allah I think aku la yang paling teruk huhu..

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  5. ahhha...chill yeah!!!
    i had face the same situasion and it's also biology paper during my trial exam...it sucks!haaha =p

    never mind, just try ur best in the real exam, final exam #eh?? :)

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  6. erm final exam sem 1 huhu..this one internal exam right, means no carry mark to the big final huhu..hope so!

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  7. anon, bnda nie xdirancang...yap yg berfikir secara spontan...hahahha
    btw..rambut rosak!!!!(bukan nk tgur rmbut aq trukk..huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu)

    abg aku pun ckp K.R punya gelas mcm kt seksyen 2 je....=(

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