I'm doomed. Everything was pitch black for me. I know I did try my best, I just didn't managed to give my all out, to vomit everything I knew on the paper. Again time limit was my fiend, my true enemy. The Devil behind the cloak. It's my Bio..
God knows how broken heart-ed I am after finishing it, no, I din't even finish it. This was truly the worst. I was too late. My heart is already broken. Worst is, my heart is already blended in a blender, just like how the barrista in Starbucks blend your Frappuccino, till it was left in pieces, or bits. Now, there you go, a cup of fine bits of my heart. (But I myself afraid of blood, how silly of me to say this.)
|It's all me to be blamed. Sorry, everyone|
I wish I have the power to alter time so I can travel back to this morning and force myself to answer all the questions with my speediest writing. But I am no mutant, am not living in an X-Men world, I was merely fascinated by it, by something that wont exist. Neither do I have Doraemon to help me travel back in time.
I felt as if I was willing to die, as if somebody MUST kill this bloody bitchy slut boy who does not deserved to live. But I know I can't. But deep down, I wished. Please Allah, enlighten me in this darkest hours of my life.
I am truly grateful that this Exam is not something that will be deemed as "carry mark" for my Final Exam later on. I know, some of my friends, particularly the Chinese, had already counted how many marks they need to get an A, no, an A*.
But me, I just hope for miracles. I was dead. I am doomed. How am I supposed to get through all this..It was wholly my fault. For such being so bitchy. For not managing my time in the exam properly. I've lost a whole lots of marks already due to A WHOLE LOT of blank answers! I fucking hate thissss......Please Chemistry and Maths & Stats, please be nice to me. I beg you. and I beg You.
At times, I felt like crying already, but my tears won't come out. But deep down under, my heart is breaking, blended into smallest pieces. (should I rather say liver or heart =,=")
Ok. So to treat my ever-gloomy feeling, like a suicidal boy, I went to P.A.S. with few of my dearest classmates to have some joy. Had lunch in KRR, turned out some of our's chicken is not fully cooked. But still , mine is delicious as always, only the chicken wasn't that hot at all. So 3* rating only for KRR PAS. And oh yes, they only use typical glasses, the ones we could easily find in Mamaks.
Later on, I truly wanted to have some karaoke ( walau suara tidaklah sesedap mana) but too bad there arent any K-Box for me to show my "talent". So I played Bowling instead with Radin, the pro bowler. Unexpectedly, my results this one aint that bad as usual? only two times got zero hehehe..Thanks a lot guys for making my day better.
|Gloomy, sad sad sad time~|
|my quarter bbq chicken with sides|
|Noel's healthier choice, no?|
|Vanilla muffin simply the best|
|see this? they just use 'cheap' glass instead~|
|my classic cheese cake. |
Too bad that chocolate-cake-with-vanilla-ice-cream-on-top is sold out
|Radin's Chocolate Fudge. Just average.|
|Poji's Caramelised carrot cake. he said it's too sweet.|
and I dont eat carrot cake
|the pro bowler~|
|meet my classmate Noel|